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&&Oo1;; Jenny Nguyen
&&Oo2;; Young =]
&&Oo3;; February 13
&&Oo4;; Vietnamese
&&Oo5;; Vancouver BC, Canada
&&Oo6;; Taken
&&Oo7;; GSS9
&&Oo8;; Weezer {Perfect Situation}
&&Oo9;; Family, Friends, Adobe Photoshop, Internet, Sleep, Drawing, Reading, Roses, Chocolate, Cookies, Teddy Bears, Food, Watching Movies, Shopping, one particular guy
&&O1o;; Stealers, Bashers, Liers, People that think they're better, D&&A, Being liked by the teachers
&&O11;;Vxer, MSN user && Blogger player


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&&October;;
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seven - happybirthday LindaNguyen
nine - thanksgiving
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nineteen - safeteensprogram
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twenty-five - collabertive
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&&November;;
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fourteen - rotation fifteen - rotation twenty-frist - collabertive
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{Extras}

&&Title;; A New Begining
&&Programs;; Adobe PS Elements & Notepad
&&Image;; Google
&&Inspiration;; Boredom xDD
&&Codes;; 1oo% Laydee Sweetness
{Wednesday, March 15, 2006}
Worried For The Love One

Sigh, I go by everyday now, worring that he might do something. I want to be with him, but so much people are against it. When you're in love, nothing matters right?? Gosh, I just feel so trapped. I mean, so many people don't want me to be true to my feelings, but I don't want people to worry about me. I hate it when they do, makes me feel so guilty. I feel so selfish, thinking of me and him. I know it's kinda wrong for us to be together since my family said that I'm still to young. But right now, all I want to do is be with him. Is that so hard, so bad?? I know I should concentrate on my school work, but isn't that just dening my feelings. Betraying everything I feel. Do I not get a say on how I should feel?? I don't want to forget him, I never want to. But it seems that I have to, everyone is trying so hard to make me forget. I so afraid that I might somehow forget his face, like the many faces I seem to be losing. I'm so afraid of being lonely, and not having him with me, I'm just so afraid. I'm so sick of moving again and again. Always moving, leaving behind the people I once caried for. I don't want to be apart from him. Everything so difficult now, when everything seems so perfect, something equally bad happenes to me. I don't want to seem so emo, but life is getting really difficult. He seems to be the only one that helps me. Helping me cope with everything that is happening lately. Can anyone understand the way I feel?? Does anyone care what I feel right now?? I so frecken worried. When I fall asleep, I don't even want to wake up because I'm afraid that I might forget his face. Sleep seems to be the only thing that helps now since that is the only time I get to see him now. I just wanna see him, I just wanna be with him. God, why can't anyone understand. Just let us be.

& written by -- Laydee Sweetness | 3/15/2006 10:48:00 AM