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{Friday, March 24, 2006}
Change

Okay, I so want to move out now. It's so pissing, I can't even talk to him. It's so pissing that everyone in my family is controlling me. I guess it's because I'm so use to people telling me what to do that I let them push me around. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like crying but then I cried enough. I really wanna move out so that I can live my life, so I don't get looked down at. But I don't want to hurt my family anymore. I don't want to hurt any one. But if I stay home, if I stay, people will hate Jason even more. My family would probally abandon me if I leave them. If I do move out, where to go? Who will accept a me. Who would take me in? If I move, who would help me? Where will I get money?? How do I live? Damn, all of this is totally stressing. Oh god, and this feeling of ending. I donno, I'm just so afraid of being lonely. I don't want to lose any of them, him and my family. Oh god, everything is so difficult now.


edit;
argh...got into another fight about him. More, you're a frecken idiot, don't ever talk to him, and I don't want to talk to you. God, yelling and fighting, seems so familiar now. hrmmm...what to frecken do now?? Kinda cooled down a bit after going to martial arts, but still kinda pissed. ahaha, that little guy so cute. He frecken is so small and frecken looks like that dude in Lord of the Ring. That, my precious guy. But he still scares me with that, I'm gonna kick you in the face and make you bleed, and make your eye pop out so you can't see. wtf...o.O;;

& written by -- Laydee Sweetness | 3/24/2006 04:13:00 PM

1 notes:

  1. ahaha, you wish. no kicking but for you! oh did you get hurt friday?? did you even fight?? argh, if you got hurt, tsk tsk tsk...

    By Blogger Laydee Sweetness, at Saturday, March 25, 2006 1:40:00 PM  

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