I know I sound so stupid now, but ever since I started to like someone, I got more and more weirded out about myself. I kept thinking, what if he doesn't like me, what if he doesn't know who I am. But then I remember that he knows who I am, of course he does. Then I start to worry about how I can get him to notice me. I know I'm not the prettest girl out there, but a lot of people say I am pretty and cute. I don't really believe them though. Yeah, I agree I have nice hair, but I don't really see what so pretty about me. I sound so stupid don't I? Putting myself down, and all. My friend told me I should just ask him out, what could it hurt. But I'm not sure if he likes me. I don't want to sound stupid just asking him out then getting rejected. I guess that's how the guys feel when they want to ask out the girl they been crushing on. And it's so sad how they get rejected. My friends say I'm to nice because I can never say no to someone asking me out, but there hasn't been many that did ask me out. I guess I should stop now, since I'm just rambling and stuff, and not really doing a good job trying to figure out what to say and stuff. Well, I just wanted to say to all the Van people, remember, Van guys are shy. So be patient with them!
What a great day!Err, should I say week? Well, it wasn't a really great week, but still a good week. Even though I hate P.E., I still get to see him. At my school, we have this thing called block rotation, I'm not soo sure if they have it at any other schools, well anyway. Block rotations is when they switch the blocks around so we get different chances in same classes at different times. So now I have P.E. in the morning, how fun is that?? When I went to my math class, I found out that I moved twenty precent! Yay, now I'm not failing by much, by only like ten precent -.-'' Oh well, I can still make it better. French and art, I'm doing better. But I haven't really checked my other classes yet. Well, I guess that's all I have to say about this week. When the full moon appears! Happy Chinese New Year!!
Wow, I think I'm gonna have weird dreams tonight because all I can think about is the sheep's eye I just cut apart. When they say respect the eye, then how come we started to cut it all up?? Errr...right, on to a new subject. I just meet my friends' BF and I don't like him, why? Because he's sooo tall xD Why must I be soo short. I don't like it at all. Well, I'm happy that I'm over five foot xD By like an inch. Must drink more milk x] Even though, I don't think it does anything for me, just make me feel taller. Is a flashlight a good source of protection. I mean, you can throw it at the preson that tries to hurt you and you can shine it in their eye. It's all good, but my friends say I should buy a knife. Meh, they all do the same for me, protecting. Hahaha, well gots to go walk like a feet to get to my backpack, gonna be a long journey, wish me luck!
Confussion is what I face everyday, but today, I don't know what to think anymore... My friends think I'm to nice, and I should be meaner, but isn't it the other way around?? =S Yet another boring day for me. I can hardly recall any high points of it, well maybe that part where the sub yelled at some kid just because he wouldn't bring his book up. Haha! I laugh at him...secretly though >.> Well, I guess that's all for today now... Don't let the rain get you down Van!!
Have you ever been so afraid that you were near tears?? That's what happened to me today. When my P.E. class was playing volleyball, I almost cried. You see, I have this little phobia with balls. How sad eh? I almost killed my lips from bitting down on them soo hard. Well, that's is the highlight of my day, except the part where I got to see him <33 Oh yeah, and the part were my friends and I ran from that crazy staker chick. Man, is she obsessed or what. Well that all for my boring life.